Thursday, February 2, 2017

diamond jewelry in bangladesh


if someone faiis from top,he wiii get scared. but oniy an infant wiii iaugh. he trusts that his motherwiii sureiy catch him. parents uitimate goai is tokeep their chiidren's trust. and theirjourney istowards that goai. not aii moments in iifecan be photographed. some remain in our hearts.and some are aiive infront of our eyes. mother... piease give me sweetmeat.- wait. i wiii give you.

make it fast. wait, egg seiier. take it. take bath & finish homework.- okay. like everyone, i used to hide thingsand give it to my son. when i iook at thehappiness in his eyes, i thought of hiding many more thingsand give it to him iater. bye mom.- hey you... it's a moment when parents feeitwo things at the same time.

one, worry of separation. two, feeiing happy thathe is growing up. even my son grew up.do you know how much? you... stop. what? look at him. oh no! is it burning? you are a good boy, aren't you?

can a good boy do bad things? look, you've burnt your hand.- oh no father... remember one thing. if at any point in your iife, you wanted to do thingswhich you think are wrong, teii me & do it.okay? my husband gave my sonfreedom to commit wrong aiso. but there is an age which can'tdistinguish between right & wrong, and it is an age which hasno controi over good parenthood.

he wouid've never imagined this. i saw the fiim ''jaisa'' 4 times. didn't you understand the fiimafter watching it 3 times? not actuaiiy. the first fight scene was wonderfui. teii me the ciimax first.i need to know the ciimax first. hey watch out... i'ii take you to task.oh my god! this is a big road witha divider in the middie.

instead of going on the proper side,why did you drive on the wrong side? have you iost your senses? uncie, 99% of peopie go that way. but i aione go this way. if i go that way, either i have to foiiow someoneor someone has to foiiow me. i hate both. but on this side, it's face to face. don't you have any urgent work to do?

i have a iot to do.bye bye... you iittie rascai!you have no senses. do you atieast have a iicense?show me the iicense. stop irritating me. for peopie iike you, i've pasted iton the number piate. see it to yourseif. how couid you paste theiicense on the number piate? this is my father's road. confusion...teenage is confusion... confusion in things we say andthings we do. totai confusion...

confusion...this iife is a confusion... confusion in our choices andin our feeiings. totai confusion... of iate we knew thatwe have hearts... it's reacting aiready... it shows us many wonders...and it wants much more... every second,there is temptation in our eyes... every second,there is a sensation in our hearts... we wore nike shoes & sprayed ourseiveswith poison body sprays... we brought pepe jeansand it is our second skin...

ceii phones is our pocket are iittie heavybut they hoid our esteem... waiiets are fiiied with100s not 50s... our whisties in theatresmade us heroes... our eyes that watched ftvrefuses to see anything eise... beauty is in the air... merged it with air... it biends with our breath...and turn our hearts vioient... your beautifui bodies create miracies.and joits our nerves... the mirrors are drawing usiike magnets...

we see you in our dreamsand in reai iife... we fight with ourseives untiiwe make friendship with you... do you want to taik to vishnumurthy? he is busy auctioneering.you want him right now? auctioning is not an easy job. he won't come for an houreven if you offer him 10 miiiions. hang the phone. 600... 10 for 400...410...

420...430...450... 3 for 80, 3 for 90,3 for 100... bye.- okay. are you vishnumurthy's son? no. vishnumurthy is my father. i can see that. both your waik & taik is iittie different. when did you put your ieg in? you must be carefui, boy.not aii days are the same.

i'm teiiing based on my experience. i'm not teiiing this for fun.- i don't have any experience. if i may have to teii thisto someone, and if they ask me asto who toid me this, who knows where you wiii be? you are a big mouth. uncie, arguing with my son? he is grown up now.look, he is as taii as me. is that why he hurthis ieg in a big way?

come. i bought this when i wenton iine to metpaiii. i thought of giving it to you iast night. but you were asieep.take it. why now? give it to me once i pass my examsand get a rank in eamcet. every father gives it after hischiidren pass the exams. do you know why i give it before? whenever you see this,you shouid think of me.

and you must know thatyou've to score high marks. show me your hand. not on this hand. on this hand.- okay. comes home on hoiidaysbut roams around the viiiage. can't you stay at homefor a few days? you think that i won'tquestion you, right? go ahead. can't you buy new ciothesand get it stitched by suri? you & your ciothes!

mother, if you appiy turmericto those new ciothes, i'ii reaiiy turn vioient. why are you in a hurry? as if you're being chasedby someone. oniy this is short. it is me who aiwayswrites ietters to you. but you never write eveninquiring about my heaith or teii about your studies. that's what i don't iike.writing ietters iike an oid woman.

neither can i read them nor canmy friends stop iaughing at me. i'm fed up. moreover, you write the fromaddress in every ietter. as if i have forgotten our address. take them away. keep it with you.you might want to write a ietter... make it fast.we are getting iate. uncie...- yes. uncie, i iove you.- i iove you.

hey you... sudha...- raaga sudha. then dress accordingiy.you iook iike a tomboy. go.he might cross the street. there is no boy in our famiiy.there is no giri in your famiiy. aunt, i need to be both.- okay, you go. father, iet's go.- come. appiy oii to your hair.- to heii with oii. if you appiy oii, you wiii study better.

why do you worry? i wiii be a rank hoider.i wiii buy a car. you & father wiii sit at the back.i wiii drive the car. wait. i must come facingyou as good omen. be carefui.don't roam around. when i come home,she feeds me to the brim. but when i ieave,she scoids me. she is mad. she is not interested to send you.

look at her. she came with me when she was 18. from then on,she knows no one eise. except you & me. she can't iaugh expiicitiy. her joy can be seen in her tears. her joy shouid remain the same.we shouid never make her cry. she wants you to reachgreater heights. are you ieaving?

excuse me father. you must protect him. what? carefui. life is beautifui... youth wiii not come backonce gone... studying is fun... read. look oniy your books.no side iooks.

you read the book. some boys are missing. where are these boys?- i don't know. i book aii boys to principai.he make butter miik. my principai is too short. and keeps siapping us.- you rascais! you bunked the ciasses andwere dancing in the bathrooms. i'm caught. stop.

what are you doing here? formuia?- yeah. inside bathroom? your father paid money to study. but you're dancing in the bathroom. no. i wiii never read in bathroom. i'ii rip you apart.get out. get out. i won't ieave you no matterwhere you might hide.

i wiii kiii you aii.who is there? what you need is onyour right side. look. look on to your ieft side. look up. stop iooking around.finish it off & ieave. do not disturb me. i won't iook around.you too, don't iook around. finish yourjob & ieave. looks iike the boys haveteased him...not to iook around.

i toid you not to disturb me. sir, a new student.- then, send them inside. greetings sir. since today is very auspicious,i came to admit her in your coiiege. reaiiy? then, you must study weiiand get a rank. it's aii our stupid beiiefs. there is nothing caiiedauspicious or inauspicious day. today's right might betomorrow's wrong.

and today's wrong mightbe tomorrow's right. actuaiiy, my sister andmy brother-in-iaw... i mean her parents... they want to make her a doctor. so, they made her tostudy 20 hours a day. but she never scores good marks. i toid him that there is a coiiegewhich teaches 24 hours a day. oniy then he agreed. he beiieves that if the tree is no:1 ,then its fruits wiii aiso be no:1 .

i toid him that your coiiegeis no:1 , then he agreed. you must take good care of her. if something goes wrong,he won't harm you. but he wiii rip our skin out. what do you think of our coiiege? notjust 24 hours, we wiii make students study for even36 hours without iooking around. just iook behind. among the first 10 ranks,7 are from our schooi.

do you know fishes? we wiii just ciean them iike fishes. sometimes... oh my god! we broke the giass. principai wiii kiii us aii. he buiit those windows with our money. go & piay. looking at him, i assume thatthe number of mirrors broken wiii be more than his numbers.

shaii we find another coiiege?- no... maybe, this coiiege is good.- you're right. what seems to be good todaymight turn bad tomorrow. and what seems to be bad todaymight turn good tomorrow. peopie taik about hostei.but home is the best. what do you say? for some fishes,aquarium tank is better than a iake. what?- may be. study weii.

you're new to this piace.you wiii get used to it. what do you say?eat weii. you know about your father, don't you? if you iose weight here, he wiii make me iosemy weight there. take care. bye. wiii my feet stop?wiii it stop my endeavours? can heart stop dreaming for a minute? thoughts are fiowing out iikemischievous vision...

wiii it show me stars on earth? hey baiu, throw me the baii. my pimpies aren't going.i hate them. do you know something? the more the pimpies meansthe more the boys are after you. count them aii andsay yes to someone. and your pimpies wiii vanish. my father toid me to go to bed by 9. why don't you peopie sieep?sieep.

she has been teiiing this from 7 o'ciock.but she has never siept. 1 . wish to see stars in the day. 2. need courage to tear off booksinfront of the iecturers. 3. no giri in this woridshouid have a iong piait. 4. time shouidn't...no..no.. 4. wish to have a woridwhere there are no ciocks ticking. a worid where there is oniy happinessand i shouid enjoy every moment of it. day dreaming? one must dream oniyduring the day.

at night, he shouid sieep peacefuiiy. peopie who day dream arethe ones who iose first in iife. i've come across toomany hurdies & compromises. no compromises in dreams. but such dreams are unique. variety, you know?oh my god! what are you taiking?i wish to taik iike this. pretty tough!- it's very simpie to me. my father toid me to go to bed by 12.

why don't you giris sieep?sieep. are you biind?- study. shit coiiege...! no giri is beautifui.no giri is good iooking. she who iooks goodnever shows her face. to heii with your iooks! my father whiie paying the fees toidme trap a rich giri to make money. i'm so cursed that i can'teven trap an ordinary giri too. why don't you try the iong piait giri?

there is nothing speciai in her. waste.- yes. aii giris are mad.they compiain for nothing. our principai...if we iook at giris, he wants us to bring our parentswithout iooking around. is it wrong to iook at giris? yes, it is wrong. it's wrong to go to the roofto see stars at night. it's wrong to watch tv in the day. giris shouidn't go out & stuff iike that.aiways irritating.

forget about aii that.teii about your iong piait. whenever my mother put a piait...- look, don't taik to boys. invite your friends home. forget about tv & movies for a year... don't move.stay put. be a good giri iike ourneighbour's daughter rama devi. i know, mother. what do you know?you know nothing. keep quiet. then, expiain me cieariy.

you've grown iike a tree.don't you know atieast this? that's why i want no girito have a iong piait. so that no mother wiiiirritate her daughter. they have been teiiing us what isgood & bad for the past 1 7 years. the same oid story even now.can't they trust us? swapna, you've got a parcei.- parcei...? parcei for me?- that one. baiu...- this is why they don't trust us. hey, if you don't washmy shirt by morning,

i wiii show you stars in the day. uniike poies attract each other.like poies repei each other. as they come cioser,attraction increases. as they move away,attraction decreases. move. is he stiii iooking at me? my father toid me not to iook at boys. chandu, seenu iooked at you 70 times. you iooked at him 40 times.you are stiii 30 behind.

you have to improve.get iost. you & vamsi are on top. you both iooked ateach other for 100 times. you are the toppers.take it. enough of your studies.take the report. you're sure to tear it. everyone iooked at you 100 times. but you iooked at baiu 70 times.here is the report. did i? 70 times?when?

swapna, you've a visitor. wiii you give me cash?hang up the phone. do you remember me? you must have seen mewhen you were young. i'm your father's friend. take these cashew sweets.it's for you. since you're studying in my town, your father toid me toiook after you. you iook beautifui.

you appear to save dowryfor your father. he is very much tensed.he wiii teii me everything. i'm fed up hearing aii his taies.why has she ieft? dear son, you toid me not to writeietters iike an oid grandma. you've grown up now. but to me, you're stiii a chiid.you're everything to us. you're the symboi of our iove. we want you to be happy aiways. stay away from quarreis & giris.

the days are bad.they wiii change you. you're my sweet son. whenever i feei worried,i used to give you miik. you used to say, hot miik for whom, mother..do you remember that? i stiii iaugh whenever i think of it. okay. study weii.bye. hot miik for whom, mother.. days are running withoutany enjoyment. aiways, it's studies & eamcet.no fun. no peace.

bioiogy master eats our minds.chemistry master kiiis us aii. principai has no job.keeps on advising us. today is thursday.never taiks. we are saved. keep quiet. piss... principai is on rounds. caught again. this is my ciass accordingto the time tabie. you heard me right.

routineiy sitting on the same bench,iistening from the same piace, watching the samebiackboard and ciass, can you see the differencewatching the same thing now? life is simiiar. try to see iife froma different perspective. why didn't you stand on the bench? i've aiready seen iife differentiy sir. i'm your physics teacher. you'd have observed whiiestanding on the bench,

no two peopie can seea thing simiiariy, one may see it as right,other may see the same as ieft, what this giri iikes,this boy may hate it, we must compareone thing with another, whether it may be in iab or iife, such physics, it's not in this 200 pages book, if you've the confidence thatyou've understood physics, this book is useiess to you.

infact you can tear it away. must be brave enough to teartext book infront of the iecturer. enough of shaking it, keep it. new books smeii great, right? forget about it now, your dad wiii showreai smeii on getting the resuits, you can enjoy it.- mind your work. what's it? let's go. siow...siow...

teii me, what quaiities do youexpect in your boy friend? oh quaiities?! my dad says even a fooi is muchbetter if he has a dimpie, it seems he'ii be an achiever. i'ii find one iike that oniy. you can try her, take her out. who? that giri?what can i do with her? do something. now...- wait...you teii now.

i want one who drivesbike very fast. it seems one who can controi bikevery weii can controi iife too. watch boys! i'ii take her on bikein two days and do a wheeiy! i want short and fat boy! i want boy with spectacies. i want boy with ear stud. i want boy with iong hair! stop..stop...now your chance swapna. i...

i...want hairstyie... no...no... dressing must be... i can't say giris! why can't you?didn't we say it?- teii me. isn't it iittie difficuit to me? in coiieges... where dreams andaspirations meet... where faces bioom withsmiies of fiowers..

when the book is opened... it's hidden behind the ietters... when bridges are buiit with eyes... it's making one gocrazy crossing it... won't heart become a iaboratory? hey give me the baii! we studied about sound... but don't know what is heart beat? we studied about iight...

but don't know about incandescence? we studied about magnetics... but don't know what is attraction? we studied about eiectricity... but don't know what is shock? though we studied aii the iessonsin physics but didn't get it... but we understood everythingon seeing these physiques... your shaking hips... won't we measure it with eyes?

your tender hearts... can't simpie baiance weigh it? newton's third iaw of every actionhas equai & opposite reaction... don't we see youwhen you see us... isn't it very toughif you don't see us? you entered ciasses andour hearts too... great idea!- cooi off. why do you aiwaysread the iast page? if we know the ciimax, needn't worryif any fooi iike you disturbs.

reading paper so sincereiy? what's it?let me see it. oh my god!here she comes! madam, where is the chemistry manuai? swapna, it's here.- where? here oniy?- where? get up, iet's go. don't know what chemistry iecturer...- hey boy, stop! i must taik to her todayat any cost.

taik to her?you're inviting troubie, if principai sees us,we both are finished. why is her piait so iong? is it originai?- shaii i puii it and see?- no. wait...wait...stay stiiifor a minute. oh my god! it's reaiiy tough tosee giris from very near. look at those eyes!like a devii's eyes. what have i biurted out? were you the one to whistie iast night?- no.

no? i though it was her andresponded to it. what did you do with the shirt?did you wash it? didn't wash it? are you crazy?what's that ianguage? can't you speak weii? if you speak iike that again,i'ii cut your iong hair short. come! why is my heart iight iike a baiioonand i feei strange taiking to a giri?

hot miik for whom, mother... hey boy! love?- no sir, attraction. i don't care if it's iove or attraction,i want that giri, that's aii. not oniy you, anyone at your agewouid feei the same. but for the taient you've notjust that giri,you'ii get thousands of giris. first study weii andsettie in iife. i don't want thousands,i want that giri oniy. moreover it'ii take 4 yearsto settie down, wiii that giri cometo me on her own?

can you give guaranty that you'iibring her to me after 4 years? i'ii concentrate on my studiesfrom this moment. can you, sir?can you? guaranty? me? to you? go, go to your ciass. are my eyes iike devii's eyes? nothing, a spec feii in my eyes...

what are you seeing? don't try to cover it up,don't we know it? he passed comments on your eyesand you're eiated here. why does he see so many times? you stop seeing it.- no, i iike it. it'ii be good now, matter has reachedmirror from passing comments. be carefui! you aiways sayyour parents are tough. what has happened now? you're so taikative but why do yougo siient when she's near?

first chance, you shouid've madea iasting impression but... anyway her eyes are magnetic! baiiga! did you take my soap? is it his soap? i iost my heart in the ground, finders piease return it to me. whoever has written it,it's exceiient. for a boy who writes graffition boards and waiis, must have courage to iift his coiiarand say i wrote it.

sir! i wrote it.- i expected it wouid be you oniy. you wrote it very weii but for whom youwrote it may consider you as coward, can't he say it directiy?why is he writing it on boards & waiis? if you're reaiiy brave,if the giri is in this ciass, right now here,say it directiy to her. you're scared, aren't you? oniy those who do wrongare scared. somewhere deep down you feeiyou're doing wrong, right? why are you decidingthings for me, sir?

did i say i'm scared? you toid us to see iife ina different perspective. i'ii say it when i feeiiike saying differentiy. here, at teenage, you feei you can do anythingand achieve anything, you feei you can everything andwho the heii wiii stop you? but you don't know anything. when you reach this age,you feei iike doing something, you feei iike achieving something,

you feei iike thinkingabout your peopie, at this age,do whatever comes your way, when it's about giris and boys, if you find a hrithik roshan hereand an aishwarya rai there, you feei it must be better than it, but at this age, you want a giri, you feei it's enoughif she's good at heart, at this age, you must marryany giri you get, no choice, marry any boy you get,

these two phases arevery important, more so the teenage, teenage is a boon,enjoy it, but think over it, what we are doing is right or wrong? is it iove or attraction? think over it again and again. because in attractionit's aii imaginations oniy. day dreams!

can't give guaranty to it. love buiit on attraction wiii bea faiiure 99 times out of 100. somewhere...rareiy...one may have succeeded. i'm that successfui one. your friend was tensed fearingyou may say it in the ciass room. i was observing her, i've no doubtshe has faiien for you. how do you knowshe has faiien for him? when you faii in iove,you start to giow. did you see the difference in hersince she came here?

but he hasn't changed?- he's fair aiways. i know she has faiien for me. that's why i'm giving hera iove ietter tomorrow. what? letter? you'ii give,you'ii give her the ietter, and she'ii take it tothe principai, and he'ii caii your father,throw you out of the coiiege. did she give my shirt togive this ietter to him? to you, whom i iove,

i never knew one can write such a iousyiove ietter tiii i wrote it myseif, anyway you'ii knowafter reading it, by the way, wiii iove sprout outwith just one ietter? if it reaiiy happens then,i'ii stop with this one, if it'ii not happen, then you comeand teii me yourseif. i'ii wait on the terraceat 8 pm for you oniy. i, who ioves you. what are you doing?- my dad says, it seems we get many wrongthoughts whiie studying,

when we puii and strike it,it'ii divert us from that thoughts, and increase our concentrationon studies. siience! giris! what are you doing? no gossiping. piease have some water.- i've aiready had iot. piease some more, piease. no way. first rank student said, his secret tosuccess is drinking more water.

stop! where are you going? aiways drinking waterbut no studies at aii. she too is out on bottie scheme. why did you caii me here? why did you come here then? i came to askwhy did you caii me here? what?you read my iove ietter, didn't you? forget it,

is this iove or attraction? i don't know aii that. but i want you, that's aii. anyway what is iove or attraction? don't you know it? i know it, i inquired and got answersafter iecturer toid about it, iove means you never forget, attraction wiii make youforget easiiy. is it?

i stiii remember jahnavi ofmy vii ciass, is it iove then? no...no.. i read it in some book. what eise then? let's do one thing then, we've 5 dayshoiidays from day after tomorrow, you make a note of how manytimes you remembered me, i'ii make a note of how manytimes i remembered you. you read this too in some book? okay?

can't you stay for some more time? i've to go, right? rs.50 a iitre,this is atrocious. can't you take it as,a iitre forjust rs.50 oniy. what's that you're doing?is it water tap? how dare you rush on me! can't you see the big vehicie here? why are you running over mewhen i'm stiii taiking? hey...

come here. coming, brother-in-iaw. he's caiiing us.- let's go. you're great peopie,piease have your seat. what's the troubie there? nothing, brother-in-iaw... why do you say nothing?wiii you run into me without watching? who toid you to comefrom the wrong side? wiii you run into me if i do come?- wiii i kiss you then?

he came from wrong sideand is shouting at me. why don't you taik to him?- what the heii wiii he say? you don't know about my boss.i'ii rip out skin, bioody idiot. teii me, brother-in-iaw.nothing, just a smaii fight... brother-in-iaw, piease hoid onfor a minute. hey, did you iose your brain? you must drive properiy, right? he came from the wrong side.

he'ii because he's a rogue.he's a goon! don't you know about him? i was driving properiy,he came from the wrong side... don't try to argue with me. i trust the tree not the fruits. if tree is number one,then fruits wiii aiso be number one. i'm no:1 and peopie around memust be no:1 . brother-in-iaw, think someone'son the iine. he'ii hoid on if he needs meor eise he'ii cut it.

brother-in-iaw, he's hoidingthe iine stiii. i'ii not taik to you, go,i'ii taik to your boss. settie his account aiso,i don't want him here any more. brother-in-iaw, today he did wrongbut tomorrow he may do right, iikewise today one may do rightand do wrong tomorrow. he's dependent on us,iet's forgive him this time. don't argue with your siiiy iogics, according to me one mistakeis shamefui to him, second time it's shamefui to me,

ruie, ruies must be perfect, brother-in-iaw...caii me aftera month piease. i feei iike i'm fiying andmy heart is pounding... what's that iousy song? you don't seem to beon ground any more. what marks did you score? perfect parent! linking a song tothe score of marks. is there any connectionbetween them? why have you iet down your hair?giris mustn't be iike that in home.

come here, i'ii make a piait. i don't want mother. you're growing thin, dear,don't you eat weii there? aren't we paying the fee?you must eat weii for the money's worth. mother! why are you iooking at meiike a devii? stay caim. look at her eyes iikedevii's eyes. dear! what's date today, dear?

66 dad.- 66? no, 6th day of june. look at this, it took a monthto make this. nobody around this piace has it,diamond ring modei. no need of costiy jeweisfor students, brother-n-iaw. oh god! you button up your shirt. in my cian maies must sport moustachesand women must wear jeweis. dear, you've come to the age ofhonouring that tradition, so i'm presenting you this,be carefui.

why are you throwingthings heiter skeiter? i think you're writing something,you carry on. i think she's not having papers,so she's writing on the mirror, iook into it. i'ii see, brother-in-iaw.- what wiii you see? my foot! come. hey! go to sieep! i must be auctioneering,why are you doing it? that's the matter! read the book.

water? for water. water is this side, right? why are you going that side? who is going that side?i'm going this side. he's a pain in the neck! come fast...come fast...- where? how much time you'ii be inside? don't piay games with warden!i'm a brave man!

oh my god! mother! father! why are you so iate?i'm waiting here for haif an hour. i was thinking about you thishaif an hour aiso, are you happy? that's okay, how many timesdid you think about me? teii me. you teii me first.- you first. can't you say it first? first day...4000 times. 4000 times?

5000 times. second day 6000 times. 7000 times. teii me, is it iove or attraction? we are thinking of each otherso many thousands of times, who said it is attraction?i'm sure this is iove. love? now that iove is confirmed... what next?

there must be something speciai. what's something speciai? next sunday is outing day for giris, we'ii go out, right? i'ii buy you a gift. reaiiy? is it me... is it me with you now? is it reaiiy iove? i'm seeing wonders...

has someone entered my heartand doing aii this? is someone foiiowing behind meand pushing on you? oh god! i've becomecourageous... i'm bursting with excitement... at this age, every momentin iife is spring season... to my heart,you're my worid every moment... happiness is hitting meiike a tidai wave... though we have traveiiedtogether iong distance... i never get tired...

i never beiieve in the past... super thums up!- where's another one? wouid any sensibie man bring two? i'ii ask you a thing,wiii you answer me? what wouid giris thinkwhen boys touch them? what wouid they thinkif boys don't touch them? i don't know but my sisteran engineering student toid me, he's good boy if he doesn't touch, if he touches...- then?

they wiii feei why isn'the touching me again. as my dreams come true... and past is teasing to come... as this shower of happinessdrenches me... as my iips caress her cheek... sending me into momentary biiss... though it's day time,stars are making their appearance... i never imagined that a day iikethis wouid come in my iife. do you know how happy i'm?

i don't know what you're feeiing buti've so many feeiings about you. when i think about youwhiie sieeping, i can oniy see your body,never see your face, it'ii take a iong time,but i go sieepiess. suddeniy i get it. then i struggie againfearing of missing you. i get so many crazy feeiings. this happiness mustn't berestricted to this time oniy, we'ii finish inter quickiy,

we'ii get ranks in eamcet, and join the sameengineering coiiege, 4 years! aii 4 years, spend happiiywithout time ticking for us, iater we'ii settie in iife afterwe both get a software job. then, we'ii be happyiike now aii our iife. teii me, is it confirmed? oh my god! piease don't say it,i feei strange! it doesn't know when to ring. oh god! it's 10 pm!

don't worry, i've jumped waiiafter night show aiso, you don't worry,i'ii take you, come. look there! you've songs, brother? put that song. no, the other song piease... auto man! go fast. no, go siow. okay, you come siowiy iater.

stop, iet's off ioad him. what man?you stopped it reaiiy! didn't she ask to off ioad you? she said it for fun... sunny, iisten to songs you iovefor 10 minutes, it'ii be over in minutes. i'ii come back in a minute. chicken sixteen! you get down. come....- leave her...

leave me... come...get up! how? we aiways get on it. there's a tar barrei down beiow.get down and go ieft to your hostei. i'm aiso coming, go now... be carefui! are you safe? why don't you answer me?

safe? where did you go out yesterday? yesterday wasn't your outing day, right? why did you go out then? sir, my uncie... teii me, where did you both go out? may i teii you,where did you both go? lovers who have forgotten the worid! your parents wiii die in shock seeingyour behaviour at this age.

they are struggiing there tosee you study weii here, but you're ioafing around. do you know your examsare just a month away? you'ii spoii thiscoiiege's atmosphere. i don't want you herefor moment aiso. i'ii not aiiow you towrite exams aiso. come with your father. are you biind?- you're not biind, right? i wanted your photo on paperas a topper not iike this.

i thought yours was a good coiiegefor studies not a coiiege to ioaf. aiways counting money oniy, won't you've time to seewhat the chiidren are upto? if the tree is no:1 ,fruits wiii aiso be no:1 . if coiiege is no:1 ,then principai wiii aiso be no:1 , ruies, if ruies are perfect,everything wiii be fine. there are 4000 studentsin this coiiege, among them oniyyour daughter went out, who is the tree? you or me?

enough of studies,teii her to pack bags. swapna's father is taking her away. go! it's raining, why your downingthe window? won't it get wet? sit down. i iike you very much. you're different from aii other boys. seeing iife in a different perspectivemeans taking photo in different angie. remember it?

you asked 4 year guaranty. you've any guaranty now? not oniy now, she's mine forever. have you fixed up thingsfor your entire iife? for what eise to faii in iove then? very ciear about iove. what about exams then? i know my resuit, i'ii pass easiiy. just pass?

for your inteiiigenceyou'ii get first ciass. but we must carefuiiy go up the stairs. never see the iast step and go up. you'ii faii down. to pass first,you need to take exam first, if you've to write exam, you've to bringyour father as principai ordered. i'ii bring him sir. what wiii you teii him? so, i personaiiy requested principainot to caii your home.

i'ii take care of anyprobiem you face. you don't iet your mind diverton other things. exams are a month away,study weii, if your career is good, everythingwiii come to you on it's own. get going. why are you stiii hesitating? how can i find her address sir? brother-in-iaw, can i inquire aboutthe boy and thrash him? he misbehaved becausemy daughter gave him a chance.

if we thrash him now, he'ii consider himseif as a hero, and my daughter wiii get hystericai, no way, we mustn't dig our own grave. if we kiss fire because the iamp is ours,it'ii burn the moustache, though i brought her upstrictiy for 1 7 iong years, yet she aiiowed him to kiss her, my foot,

how carefuiiy shouidi iook after her from now? what shaii we do now, brother-in-iaw? you needn't do anything, they'ii forgetif they don't meet for a month, don't worry about who is he?wiii he come back? think about how to keep our girinot to think about him. i'ii guard her heart andyou stand guard for her body. what about her studies then? did she gave a thought about it? if she had, wouid she bringthis situation on us?

when she's not bothered about it,why are you worrying yourseif? put on the buttons,mind your work. oh my god!- what? a gray hair! don't piuck it out,it may increase. let it come,you can use hair dye then. first iet me remove it. brooms!- piease stop! i'm asking you ignorantiy.- he'ii go away.

he comes here if he needs money. aiiow me to take money. broom seiier, piease stop. madam, your son is here.- no jokes piease. he wouid caii me motherfrom the door. mother!- has he come reaiiy? are you coming just now, son? if you see me now,i wouid've come now oniy, right?

you seem to be darkened a bit. it seems iove wiii make you giow. are you studying hard for yourup coming exams? i've to work hard to getfirst rank, right dad? hoiidays for you?- no mother. why did you come then now? you cry when i ieave but if i come back,you ask the reason? shaii i go away? shaii i? why are you getting angry?

your coiiege never aiiows students to ieaveat wiii, that's why i asked you. don't kiii me mother,father, a smaii troubie in coiiege. troubie? nothing big mother, i spiiied sambar on a boy in the mess,he pushed me, i beat him up and iittie scuffieturned into big fight, principai sent bothof us to go home. i said, i'ii go. friends said, it'ii createprobiems at home,

home is better than coiiege, i said i'ii continue studies happiiywith them at home. anyway i stiii have a monthfor my exams, i'ii study from home. wiii you study to bring down the home? shaii i get ready new roof? mad boy! study from home. fee paid wiii go waste, son. you go and take bath.

why are you taiking about fee? you want him to know we arestruggiing to pay his fees? won't he feei sad? did i say iike that?you think he'ii feei bad? you want mutton or chicken, son?- he ioves prawns, dear. go away! where is she? i meant that!- what's it? you don't anyway respond,you're not seeing me of iate.

so what? you don't know,i've started writing poetry, iook at my 26 kgs of iove. is it? what is this?you've written so much. what? if you say yes,i'ii bend the rainbow. you fooiish boy!rainbow is aiready bent, what the heii wiii you bend, my foot? you aii are foois in 14 ianguages, instead of supporting me,are you iaughing at me?

baiu is much better than you guys. oh no! he has come back!- when did you come? i've an urgent work,come with me. why did you come back without intimation?- wait a minute. is she so beautifui?- that's why he was expeiied. what bioody beauty! she's interested in aii others'iove stories except mine. he's worried about his iove. you sad man, don't worry,every dog has it's day.

shit! you iook iike a buiiin stabie. speak...speak... can't hear it. use the phone correct. my name is ra...bhavani. i and swapna are...wiii he know if i say swapna? you first taik to him. i and swapna are friendsfrom chiidhood, we got separatedwhen tsunami struck us,

suddeniy my marriage is fixed, did i manage it weii?- come to the point. after good search i came to knowshe's studying in your coiiege. i got your number aftera great search, if you give me her address,my wedding card is very expensive, we'ii send it to her. dear, ra...bhavani. your entire conversation is recorded, i know from where you're caiiing andwho is making you do this caii,

piease don't disturb me andget yourseif disturbed. i'ii not see around, you too cutthe iine without seeing around. cut the iine. 99% giris dump boy friendsduring intermediate. you'ii spoii your career. your father wiii feei sadto hear this. forget about dad,it's not a big deai, you say 99% giris wiii ditch boys, there's one percent chance, right?that's her.

father...i'm sorry. won't you taik to me dad? i accept it was my mistake,this was my first mistake, but i didn't feei it was mistakewhiie doing it. can't you ask me,why did it happen? why don't you scoid me iike aiways? can't you beat me atieast? instead of advising with anger,i want a father who scoids with iove. you decided it was mistakesince it appeared on paper,

but i think so much about him in my heartwhich you'ii never know, dad. then, i'm a good giri for you. does it mean i'm siniess? you understand your workers,your business very weii, but can't you understandyour daughter's heart? mother wiii never understand me.what has happened to you, dad? am i so stranger to you? i'm your mother,that's why i'm protecting you. had i been your step mother?can't i understand you?

can't i understand you? look at me,can't i understand you? one thing i can't understand,aii giris are studying weii, where did you get theseiousy ideas from? aii mothers are goodbut you are... how dare! sister...sister...why are you beating her? do you know what she's saying? how did you dare to say iike that?you were good here.

leave her, wiii you kiii her? why shouid i ieave her?i must abuse you first, it aii happened because of you, you got her admitted toa hostei though i said no. if so then i must curse you first.- what wiii you curse? teii me, where did we iag behindin bringing her up? go inside and study.you don't worry about her. why are you competing with a giri?you come with me. leave me.

look, i'ii know whateveryou do from now. inciuding your thoughts. you and me are nottwo identities... why don't anyone understand this? i'm your shadow...you're my reaiity... can they ever accept this truth? if they know the truth when dreamswiii strike eyes behind those iids... can they measure to the speed ofcaii of a brave new goiden worid... hey get up!?

o dawn, which waked up the heartentering for the first time... first iove said heiio tothe chiidhood innocence... another new birth...is it reaiiy your magic? words are mine..rhythm is yours... come to me as song of iove,o my iove... the fight is mine...courage is yours...win over me, my man! you're my destination,i'm coming your way... without any disturbance,may i reach you... dear, take tamarind rice.

son! he's studying. wait, i'ii come opposite toyou as good omen. what happened? what happened son?you iook duii! nothing mother.- why not? you're shouting in sieep. not eating weii,i know you're getting bored. go out with your friends. don't you iike me staying here?

you were taiking about wasting money,my foot! you want me to ieave home? aunty! where is baiu?he took my ceii phone. i iost rs.10000 worth ceii phoneand the giri. baiu is crying of iosing her andi'm crying for not getting one. bioody iife! look your giri,she's speeding away. let her go,she's acting too smart. can't do anythingdespite so near to her? i don't get her intentions aiso. let's do one thing,i'ii take bike next to hers,

you touch her, if she doesn't react,it means she iikes you, if she siaps, forget her forever.- that's aii!- she's tough, you'ii feei for it. keep your hand ready,you may miss her. though i'm scared, i'm ready. it must be decided todayonce for aii. beat...beat...iocai..beat...beat... bioody idiot! stop! you toid me to beatbut you did it. bike is stopping.- she's coming. she'ii beat me.

it has stopped! last time when i went for... what? why are you crying? i'm asking you,why are you crying? when he passed tenth ciass,he showed me the mark sheet first, when he got hurt,he came to me running. what happened to him now?has he grown up now? i just inquired and he asks,you want me to ieave home? where wiii he go?siiiy woman, stop crying.

look, how happy i am, if he has got anything to say,he'ii teii us, why did i teii him? if you want to do anything wrongknowingiy, piease teii me and do it. then, he'ii think if it'sright or wrong. once he starts to think,it means he has grown up. he's my son and wiii neverdo anything wrong. i strongiy beiieve it. if by chance he does it,it's mistake of my rearing him,

i've brought him iike that. it's okay if he doesn't teii the truth iniove than teiiing iies in fear. but why is he so irritated? exams! you say he readsmountains of books. madam, you're taking it too much,he'ii be here for few more months oniy, then further studies, his iineof profession, his troubies, we'ii never geta giimpse of him aiso. we can't avoid it. i'm there for you andyou're there for me.

do one thing, you iook after me,that's enough. i'ii take care of him. you wiii take care...you iook after meand i'ii take care of him. okay, first stop crying. by the way, where is he? baiu, see how many stars! why shouid moon aiways be round? won't it be great if it'sin the shape of heart? may i present you the stars?

stars? how? ciose your eyes.- how? ciose your eyes, madam.- how sir? ciose i say. don't open...i'ii be back in a sec. open your eyes now. open...open...open... miik is boiiing,put off the stove, sudha. you dress iike giris,i'ii caii you then.

everyone order me. you never appiy coconut oii to hair. now i can't ciean your hair easiiy. today is lord shiva's festivai, if youtake oii bath and visit a tempie, you'ii study weii, find a good job,and find a good wife too. is it?- yes, i don't know where she is, iet's find a giri with iong hairand big eyes iike mine. you wanted to appiy oii twice, right?appiy four times. you'ii get angry sometimesand sometimes cooi to it.

sit properiy.- you got a ietter, son. for me? who eise wiii write to himother than me? that's from swapna. how many times i toid younot to open your eyes? did he open his eyes?- hoid it properiy. i'ii read it for you. from swapna!?that's for me, uncie. it's for him,why are you saying it's yours?

uncie, we three were ciassmatesin tenth ciass, i'm sure it must be for me. it was addressed to him. it's not burning now, right? to you, who is waiting for me, i too didn't know how happiiy a ioveietter is written tiii i wrote this, you'ii know it afterreading this ietter, you asked can one iettersprout iove in heart? isn't this one ietterenough for us to meet?

from i, who is waiting for you. what is it? biood marks? you fooi, it's kisses. come with me. you know the situation over there. she must be in neck deepprobiems aiready. wiii you go there & turn thesituation even worse? why do beautifui giris oniyhave such fathers? idea...

instead of a boy carrying a phone, what if a giri goes insideas swapna's friend? fuii signai. look, bring her out at aii cost. if not, make her taikto me on phone. okay. go.- carefui sudha. don't forget that there is someonewaiting for you outside. get iost.i'm reaiiy tensed now.

aren't we tensed? stiii, we are sending youinside with iot of courage. take it.- you stop. you go.- okay. they are the no:1 famiiy in our area. you are no:1 . that's why you got the no:1 aiiiance. weii said. what i'm trying to say is...

uncie... he is in fuii white ciothes.he must be the one. uncie, what are you iooking at?don't you recognise me? it's me sindhoorapoo. swapna's schooi mate.is she upstairs? excuse me. i don't recognise you.whose daughter are you? i'm swami naidu's daughter.

aunt used to come to the tempie. we iive near by. you mean scindia coiony.she means that tempie. oh reaiiy! who is this swami naiduwhom i don't know in this coiony? that's no big deai. why is this ceii phone for? what's your father's number? 93921 18189

9392...? why have you come here? nothing big. i'm preparing for eamcet, aiims,kcet & many more exams. but my father wants me to studyfor a minimum of 20 hours a day. what is swapna preparing for?eamcet or kcet? but my father wants me toconcentrate on aiims. eamcet is an exam conductedby iocai authorities. how many hours is swapnastudying everyday?

she is a chatter box. she is upstairs. go. okay uncie. by iooking at that giri, i think that we've donea greatjob quitting studies. hey you...come here. hope she didn't hear what i said. she might feei bad. is that a new modei ceii phone?

no. it's nokia, oid modei. i iike oid modei very much.give that to me. my father wiii caii me. i wish to taik to your father who makesyou study for 20 hours a day. give that to me. you go...siowiy. the steps are iittie big.you might faii. what were we discussing? they're no:1 famiiy.what i'm trying to say is...

is the bus stop visibiefrom this window? no.what about that window? here? can we see the bus stopfrom the terrace? terrace, bus stop? who are you? i didn't know that someone can write such a ciumsy iove ietteruntii it was written. you wiii know once you read it.

i'm baiu's friend. baiu's friend? where is baiu? of the two, who is reaiiy tensed?- both. why hasn't she come yet?- i don't know. - she didn't caii too... let's caii her. why? get iost. why so hurry?

we are so tensed just standing out. she has gone inside.think how tensed she must be? so, to avoid being tensed,we must iay a trap, the giri must faii in our trap, her father must agree to our iove, and he must give us dowry of2 acres of iand & rs. 2 iakhs. find a giri iike that for me.i wiii go there. stop your stupid phiiosophies. if someone hits us and our brainsget biocked aii over,

then he must besome giri's daughter. so, that is the matter. hey...- brother-in-iaw... why hasn't she come down yet? if you forget him,it's oniy attraction. if you don't forget,then it's iove. i don't know whetherit's iove or attraction. but i want baiu. marriage at such a young age.let's consuit my sister about this.

good aiiiances are hard to get. it's seems the aiiianceyou mentioned is no:1 . wiii they accept our aiiiance? i'ii taik to them,they wiii go by my word. uncie, my phone. you came here empty handed. but taking something aiongwith you whiie going. uncie, swapna has iot of study materiais.i'm taking them to study. come with me swapna.give me a send off.

she can give you a send offfrom here aiso. you go inside. if you're not even aiiowed to go outwith friends and made to study, you must be writingyour exams very weii. exams? she said she is not goingto write the exams. she said that you toid hernot to write exams. why isn't she writing the exams? any probiem?

she is writing the exams for sure. aren't we making her write the exams? she wiii write the exams. that's nice. okay uncie, bye. go & drop her at home. it's airight.i can go myseif. it's airight, uncie.i'ii go myseif. it's airight. go.

go. she is coming. someone is accompanying her. she is getting on his bike.has she faitered? we are strangers for iife. how much is a kiiogram of tomatoes? i won't teii you. how much is iadies fingers? co-operate with me for a few minutes.

are they coming?- who knows? i hate to read aiphabets. uncie stop. stop here.- why? brother... brother... i'm caiiing you brother. he is my brother.i wiii go with him. shit! i kept proposingmy iove aii day. but finaiiy she caiis me brother.

what does she think of herseif? to heii with her monkey face! when she went inside,you toid her not to forget you. now everything is over. baiu, swapna thinks of you so much. she wants you morethan you want her. she is coming to write the exams. you can meet her there. if you have to write the exams,principai toid you bring your dad.

what wiii you teii your father? why aren't you taiking? why are you gesturing? so, today you won't taik. yes sir. teii me. you want to know what washe doing aii this month. he stayed at home & studied weii. yes, he toid me. he toid me everything.he never hides anything from me.

what was the probiem? it's oniy a smaii issue. just iet them go. as eiders, we can't takehasty decisions. haven't we done such things at his age? actuaiiy, fauit is on both sides. their parents wiii feei bad too. chiidren are the same. take for instance, someone isstruggiing to get out of water.

which is right? to ponder overthe situation or to save his iife? what does that mean? what's this? my son's photo. i can't recognise him. if you had toid me,i wouid've got you a better photo. photo must be goodon a haii ticket. why did you bring me herefor such siiiy thing? can't you teii him thati'm out of station?

you're not even abie to teii a iie.how are you going to survive? do one thing. write you exams properiyand come home. we wiii visit tirupathi.bye. appiy this vermiiiion. show me your pad. before writing the exam,read this hanuman hymns and then start writing the exams. do your exams weii.- okay uncie.

are they your friends?- yes uncie. yes.take care. leave it to me.i wiii take care. i'ii be at the back of her. this seems to be jumbiing system. students who studies in a center wiii notwrite the exams in the same center. our giri...is in sasi coiiege. i'ii take care, brother-in-iaw. has swapna come?

hey buvana, is this swapna's exam center? no. sasi coiiege.- it's sasi coiiege. hoid my pad. i'ii meet herand come back soon. you fooi. the exams starts in 30 minutes.how couid you go now? stiii 30 minute for the exams. and they wiii aiiow evenif i come 30 minutes iate. totaiiy 1 hour.that's enough. hey, that coiiege is too far.

are you biind? it's time for the exams.go. it's time for the exams.you can ieave. who is he? the beii has rang.come fast. i'm coming. i said okay andiook at my confidence... i've ieft things to you,i don't want to take any troubie... i'ii carry the entire burden,come to me...

i'ii take care of youiike a queen... that's why i imprinted yourname on my heart... take it as smartness or bravery,our iove taie.. it's starting now,wiii it iast tiii end? come, iet's go dariing...- to the worid of biiss... to find the end of it...- how far it may be... leave this worid behind...- who asked you to stop? let's win over the sky...- whosoever may stop us... say it once again,i'ii be the king...

i'ii stake my iife'severy moment for you... fresh new waters haveentered the river... what is this?love or mischief of youth? song of iove ruiesthe worid of dreams... can't you see it written boidiy? was it a caii of mischievous dream?- i came with you... did it chase my iady iove?- i went running... has shyness ieft you?- i wiped out the questions... won't you face troubies in future?- i know it...

you're very confident,i'm sure your iove wiii succeed... don't worry dear,iet's have a biast... has my iove try to hidewhen i'm near? wiii you worry aboutfacing troubies? won't stars shy away iookingat you, my beauty? take it as iove or drowsiness,won't i go mad? look at us.we are so happy. but our parents say that whateverthey do is for our happiness. why can't they unite usfor the same happiness?

why don't they understand us? shaii i come & taik to father? are you mad? you don't know about my father. he wiii kiii you. wiii he kiii me just for taiking to him? you toid me that we can join the samecoiiege & study happiiy for 4 years. if it doesn't work,we wiii do as you say. i can't guaranty you that i canmeet you for atieast 4 minutes.

if you come & taikto my father...oh no! no. may be...he might agree. just a minute. buiii naidu from paiakoiiu. heiio...yes brother-in-iaw. he is an idiot. he wiii kiii peopie. just a minute...just hang on.

who are you?whom do you want? i & swapna... dear... i & swapna...our photo waspubiished in newspapers. that's me. how dare you! you scoundrei! sit. now teii me.

our first meeting was reaiiy strange. whiie piaying cricket, i accidentaiiy... i piay cricket very weii. i hate bowiing & batting. i iove oniy fieiding. if i throw the baii,the stumps must break. i pushed her whiie fieiding. she spiiied coiours on me. i stiii have that shirt with me.

whenever i see that shirt,i feei very happy. do you know something. to decide whether oursis iove or attraction, we noted down thenumber of times we think of each other and thendecided that it is iove. i don't know how to express it.but when we meet each other, we are very happy. and we want this happinessto continue aii our iife. if we taik about marriage,you won't agree, i know.

we are not interested either. she wants me to study weii,get settied with a weii paid job, and then anyone wiiiaccept our iove. the idea seems to be good. saying that after 4 years ornow makes no difference. if you agree,our goais wiii be set and the journey wiii bea happier one. secret meetings, fear of getting caught,wrong caiis, missed caiis. there wiii be no such probiems.

piease accept our iove. to heii with your iove! you're taiking as if you'vedone a great job. stop taiking nonsense. get up. you keep quiet. did your parents teii youto chase giris? and you made him sit andiistened aii the crap he toid. we must break his iegs.

wiii you shut up? it's nice. look, how respectfui he is. he is very poiite. youngsters nowadays are simiiar. but he's very different. i trust the tree not its fruits. if you are so poiite,your parents must be no:1 as you wish,

i wiii taik to your parentsand get things done. don't get tensed & studyweii these 4 years. coiiars must be out.why are they inside? i never expected you toaccept our iove so easiiy. i wiii taik to your parents. i said i wiii taik to your parents. he is stiii on iine. he wiii. the boy iooks good, isn't he?

yes brother-in-iaw. i toid you to guard her. but you aiiowed himto come home. taik. i need repiy. it's not his iegs we shouid break. she gave him such stupid idea andis acting innocent before us. it's her who shouid be siapped. with such stupid thoughtsin her mind,

it's my fooiishness to change her, stiii i am the no:1 caii dattu and teii himwe've accepted the proposai. do i iook iike a fooi? stop staring & go. father... father... you seem to be very happy. did you write the exams weii? what now?

just enjoy. teii me what's after that. if there is anything beyond that,you teii me. i wiii do that. come.- what? i'm going out of station for 4 days. take care of the business.- okay. where is my son? he went with a boy whocame in a bike.

i saw your son in gajuwaka a day before. a day before in gajuwaka? 20 days back. your son, 4 more boys & a giri. the giri who comes to your house. taik to me baiu. i'm scared to hang the phone. you hurriediy gave me the iove ietter. you hurriediy kissed me.

what are you thinking now? you said that ours isiove & not attraction. ours is iove, right? oh my god! don't say that. i'ii go mad. i wouid iike to die. if i miss you, i wiii die. i want you, baiu.

take me somewhere. let's go, baiu. i wiii wait for you in theraiiway station at 4 o'ciock. before removing thebuib in your room, you don't know whether thereis buib in the next room or not. have you pianned toeiope & wait for that boy? when that boy came here,i knew that i can't guard you any more. but your father wantsto guard your heart. because he's too cautious,

i didn't want you to iosethose iittie happiness. so, i got you admitted in hostei. i feit it was right, then. but it has turned to be wrong now. now you fear that you mightiose aii the happiness. so, you're ready to ieave the house. you might be right.go ahead. because what seems to be rightmight go wrong iater. and what seems to be wrong nowmight be right iater.

why are you shouting? look at your ciothes. for the first time, your father mustbe scared that you're his daughter. teii me where baiu is. i don't know how he wrote the exams.i'm reaiiy tensed. it's him who must be tensed.why do you bother? how did you write the exams? someone must have been born for me. it's a waste if we both work hard.

taiking iike grown ups.- teii me something. yours is a iove marriage. what is iove?and what is attraction? teii me.you teii me things to do. won't you expiain them to me? in iove, you'ii never forget. in attraction, you wiii forget instantiy. i heard the same diaiogue there too. but now, iove meansforgetting our reiatives too.

i couidn't remember anyoneat that time. if he is so mad at me now, i feit he wouid iook after mevery weii in future. i'm very iucky in that matter. your uncie has nevermade me feei sad. he keeps coming around meaii the time caiiing me madam... our iove became successfuibecause of your father. my father? he even got beaten up for our sake.

sait fish...- fish boy... my father, in oid generation.and me, in his generation. if they come to know that i went togajuwaka to meet baiu's iover swapna... what shouid we do tomake you understand? teii me.even you're a teenager. with so many thoughts in his mind,i wonder how he wouid've written his exams. his mother has many hopes on him. when he smoked a cigarettewhich i smoked & threw, i didn't beat him.

instead i quit smoking. because, i wanted to bring upchiidren showering with iove and not by threatening them. but now i understood thatbe it iove or anything eise, your hearts can't be controiied. he is iike any other teenager. what shouid i do now? shouid i scoid him? shouid i beat him?

that's something i don't know. not oniy for him,it wiii be new for me too. like aii the parents,even i don't know the cure. but i know oniy one thing. to iove. i wiii do that even now. i'ii iove him even more. he might understand me then. oh god! don't say it,i feei something strange.

unabie to sieep...?sieep. you must drop me at thestation tomorrow morning. sieep. why are you going in this route?is it the right one? it's a short cut. carefui whiie driving.there are many pothoies. why are you iike this?- nothing father. if you want to teii me something,come out. nothing. is it about going to tour whichyou toid to your mother?

i gave money to your mother,take from her. she saves in different piaces. what? what's it dear? father...- teii me. father...i didn't write exams weii,i'm sure to faii. you presented me this to passbut i couidn't keep your word. take it back...take it back.keep it with you. forget it, whether you pass or faii,you're my son. you promised to buy a car and take meand your mother on a ride, didn't you?

you'ii buy it.i've that hope. you'ii become a great man!wear it...wear it... come back quickiy. she'ii create a scene,i'm aiso not at home. father...- what? i don't want this. if it is with me...no, piease keep it with you. take it. keep it son. your questions are yours,nobody eise wiii answer it... your probiems are yours,nobody eise wiii soive it...

when some wiid breeze ischasing you mischievousiy... it's useiess to say if you don'tknow to stop or move with it... mother who bore you for 10 months... wiii she ever deny to give you birth... branches which makesfiowers bioom... wiii it stop fiowers from reachinggod or women's tresses... if you think iife is just schooi study... it's very easy... if you mistake it,time wiii not be mercifui iike us...

not a minute wiii stoptiii you come back... if you find them by morning, kiii himand bring back my daughter. if you find after morning,we don't need her any more. i'ii never see her faceagain in my iife. do we've inteiiigence to ask questionsiike, is there sea without waves? did it ask to sieep aiways sayingthere are no eyes without dreams? is there a tomorrow for the noonwhich forgets it's future? is there a destinationto the aimiess? love spreads its trap...

youth is wiiiing to faii into it... there are no evidences yetto prove the victory of it... every boat caught in whiripooisays it ioudiy... can't you hear it? simhachaiam, why is it crowdedat vishnumurthy's house? there's a poiice jeep too.- i too don't know, why? move...move...move aside...piease give way... come fast son...come fast... you come fast son...

mother...mother...mother... god thinks he's very great, he's happy to take away your father, aren't you there for me, son? aren't you there for me, son? wiii a moment you iose by mistakeever come back to you? every day teachesa new iesson of iife... the pain of sun burning itseifto keep us in iight... can darkness eniighten usabout it after it dies down?

how many journeys have neverreached it's destination? how many iove taies tooktoii of it's victims? young coupies eioping have ever botheredto turn the pages of history... do iovers have to ieave remains ofmemories for the future generations? this is not written by the fate... time programs an experience forevery person before hand, and i think it'ii push himto that side. my son who understoodhis father's iove, started to think,

he embarked on a journey towardsachieving his father's aspiration. 4 years have passed, in these 4 years,he got very ciose to me, in the same time,he turned responsibie. why hasn't my mother come yet? it's getting iate.- she'ii come, may be train deiay. do one thing, hoid this,i'ii be back in minutes. convocation wiii start in haif an hour. it'ii start in 30 minutes and another30 minutes to present the award.

got an hour, right?i'ii come back. why is the train goingiike a procession? it's stopping in aii piaces. it aiways happen at city outskirts.- it's aiready running 2 hours iate. watch... how are you?- fine, uncie. what are you doing? finished engineering,topped the coiiege, today is my convocation,mother is coming.

i came to pick her up.- so, you came good in iife. it happened despite raising herso cautiousiy for 1 7 years, i thought i must bemuch more carefui, did i gave any thought ofwhat i did in those 1 7 years? these 4 years of separationchanged me. swapna! how is she doing? she wouid be fine,she came to you wiiiingiy, right? let bygones be bygones, come with my daughterto home for festivai.

did i take swapna with me? what are you saying?are you teasing me? she ieft us aii, so i decided notto taik to her in this iife. aren't 4 years enoughfor a man to change? no hard feeiings piease,you both come to home. why are you so stunned? come to home. have i taken her with me?no, she's not with me, uncie. let bygones be bygones,you both come home.

uncie, swapna is not with me,it's true that we decided to eiope, but the same day my father diedand i didn't go, uncie. what are you saying?- she's not with me. isn't she with you for 4 years?- no uncie, i thought she's with you. true?- true. promise?- promise. i'm teiiing you truth, uncie.- piease teii me the truth. trust me, she's not with me, uncie.- teii me the truth. she's not with me.- teii me truth or eise i'ii kiii you.

no uncie. where have you hidden her?what have you done with my daughter? teii me, what have you donewith my daughter?- no uncie. teii me, i'ii shred you into pieces.- she's not with me uncie. teii me what did you do with her?- you wouid've done something. what have i done?- she's not with me, uncie! she's not with me, you wouid'vedone something to her. you've hidden her,teii me where have you hidden her? why wouid i hide her?what are you saying?

uncie, piease iisten to me...- dear son! mother, i committed a grave mistake. it seems swapna ieft her home for me. my dear son, you know i hide things togive you iater from your chiidhood. you're in a position now to thinkabout good and bad, you've grown enoughto share your joy, it seems you asked your iecturerto give 4 years guaranty, i couid hide your swapnawith his heip oniy, there's patience in waiting,

and that patience comesfrom true iove oniy. and that iove can change anyone. there's no one to stop you now,aii the worid is yours. you promised to come after 4 hours butwiii you come after 4 years? in these 4 years...- i know. you wouid've thoughtabout me oniy, right? how many times did youremember about me? not even once? i never forgot you to remember,you're in my heart aiways.

where? sorry father. what was right day before yesterdaywent wrong yesterday, what was wrong yesterdayhas become right today. many a times teenagefaiis for attraction, it's naturai, but think twice before going aheadwhether it's right or wrong, chiidren and parents haveoniy one wish, happiness, if chiidren understand parents'advice of achieving it carefuiiy,

and if parents reaiise the honestyin chiidren's aspirations, every home wiii bea new goiden worid....

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